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To people trying to contact me at the moment who haven't been successful, let me first apologize.  I'm going through what I call a kind of "anti-social" state.  I don't know how to describe it, but pretty much I tend to withdraw from society for a while.  I go through these situations on occasion.  I have no idea why.  This situation has been going on with me since I was a kid.  It's one of my personality flaws.

I've had some personal issues that have affected me mentally and emotionally in the past half year.  So when I get like this, the best thing to do is leave me alone.  I've got to deal with these issues on my own because I have to figure out for myself how to get my life back on track.  But I get worse when people start bugging me.  I can't explain what happens to me mentally, but I tend to withdraw even more.  It's probably worse right now because I've got cabin fever and feel ultra paranoid about things.  Think Jack Torrance from The Shining.  The thing is that you don't want to be Danny nor Wendy with me running around with my ax in a hedge maze (to continue this metaphor).

Right now, it's kinda tough for me because I'm trying to strike gold on my own and things are a little scary.  Having just turned 35, I've been battling with my frustrations over my life and various decisions because I'm not where I think I should have been and it's making me crazy.  I'm not asking for anything from anyone, just patience on your part.

Thanks